because we thought things would get easier.
rainy sunday doodle
I have many anger issues. There is a lot of things that bother me. I hate that they bother me but I learn to tolerate them. Having anger issues changes how u feel, act, and how other people see you. Once you show who you truly are that’s when people take a step back. They suddenly realized that this person are able to do something most people find difficult. There is always that one thing that will set you apart so it’s your choice whether you want to show it or not. I don’t like to judge because it feels bad, it feels that way because I have been judged before for things they hear but not from me. From people that just don’t care and say whatever they want.
I really hate that you left
I miss u a lot
I tossed the football with some friends and they impressed by my skills thx to u
U taught me so much that I am great full for but I feel like I taught u something too becuz u opened up a lot to me about things u wanted to keep secret so thanks for letting me be there for u and thanks for being there for me
I will always appreciate it even more becuz it came from someone I trust so yeah I love you and I hate you becuz u didn’t tell me u had a gf and I’m sad cuz I wanted u to be honest to me about a lot of things so I’m sorry I’m putting a lot on you but I needed to say it becuz I’m confused and I don’t know what I want in life
I wish u were here to give me some advice about life since u have more experience than me. I hope u become successful at whatever you do becuz u deserve it a lot and I will always wish u the best.
I am flawed.
I’m not smart or funny or pretty.
I try so hard to look good because I feel like shit on the inside. Excuse the language but I just have to say this. I disappoint my parents and friends because I feel like even if I tried I wouldn’t get anywhere. So I don’t try as much. My past likes to creep up on me a lot so I feel burie under guilt. I tend to love too much and that just doesn’t lead to anything good. So what do I do? Do I give up? Do I try for myself?